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Ole Olson47,507It has come to light that Google has started funding and supporting some of the most vile right wing extremist collectives and corporate front groups in America. Join us by changing your avatar and boycotting every single Google service for one day in protest. On Wednesday, December 11th make a serious attempt to not use anything Google. No Google Searches. No Google+. No gmail. No Youtube. No Google Calendar. No Blogger. No Google Maps. No Google Photos. No Google translate. No Google reverse image search. No Google Play. No Google Drive. No Google Books. No Google Shopping. Nothing.  (Android is immune since it is Open Source). If nothing else, just think of this as a challenge to see if you are able to spend a day on the internet without using a single Google product or service or just take the day off and enjoy the real world for a change. Google, many of us are your most loyal users, and we love the technical direction everything is heading by rolling all services into Google+ but it must be understood in no uncertain terms that we vehemently disagree with your decision to start to fund proto-fascist, right wing extremist, anti-environmental, anti-worker, and anti-science shock fronts like:•ALEC (American Legislative Exchange Council)•American Conservative Union•Americans for Tax Reform•CATO Institute•Federalist Society•George Mason University Law School Law and Economics Center•Heritage Action•Mercatus Center•National Taxpayers Union•R Street Institute•Texas Public Policy Foundation______________________________________________More information:Don’t Be Evil? Google Funding a Slew of Right-Wing Groups http://billmoyers.com/2013/12/04/dont-be-evil-google-funding-a-slew-of-right-wing-groups/Tell Google CEO Larry Page to Cut Ties with ALEC http://org.salsalabs.com/o/632/p/dia/action3/common/public/?action_KEY=14651Tell Google: Don't Be Evil With ALEC http://act.rootsaction.org/p/dia/action3/common/public/?action_KEY=8648#ShameOnGoogle  #Google    #DontBeEvil  One Day Boycott of ALL Google Products2013-12-11 07:00:00163G+

Jake Phoenix has been shared in 41 public circles

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Kerpi Burgan3,078#awesome #awesomepeople #chadwick #circle #circles #circlesharing #circleshare #circleoftheday #circleplus #community #followback #followers #gplus #influence #leadership #public #publiccircles #publicsharedcircles #reshare #reshared #reshareday #resharetags #ripples #sharedcircles #sharedpubliccircles #sharedcircleoftheday #sharewithyou #sharing #sharingcircle #socialmedia #theplus #tcs #team2014-08-09 11:10:43384002CC G+
Richi Jennings62,331Sunday Circle Share of Awesome... ~ A big HELLO to all the new Plussers I met over the past few weeks -- and a few I reconnected with. In the main, these folks are engagers, not passive consumers, so do add them if you're looking for interesting conversations here on G+. Also, feel free to share this publicly. Spread the love! (I've been remiss at doing this recently, sorry. I have bunch more people I'll be recognizing next Sunday.)Missed the previous share? Go here: plus.google.com/+richijennings/posts/XFkVfHnWf8XIf you're using the G+ mobile app, this may not work correctly, because circle sharing doesn't seem to be implemented right :-(#sharedcircles  #publicsharedcircle  #circleshare #sharedpubliccircle   #circlesharing   #circle  #hashtag  2014-08-06 12:08:34385232538CC G+
Harry Day4,685♥ Google Friends! You're in this Circle - Share the circle ♥1. Add me to your circles, if you haven't done already.2. +1 this circle3. Publicly share this circle to public, your circles and extended circles.4. Leave a comment below confirming that you have done all the steps mentioned above.#SharedCircles   #CircleoftheDay   #CircleSharing  #SharedCircles #PublicCircle #EngagersCircle #GoogleCircles #TeamEngagers  2014-07-30 11:31:50436149119162CC G+
michael Addi0Today's 100 Circle #circleshare  I've included you for 1 or 2  of these reasons. - I like your posts - I've known you for a long time.Share the circle if you wish or don't. It's all about you guys.2014-07-19 17:59:04100312040CC G+
Becky Collins13,270Space Circle :Circle of very #social #engagerspeople and companiesTo be included in my shares (#sharedcircle), be so kind to:1 - Do +1 t the post2 - Comment the post and specify your "category" (job or interest) Ex: Fashion, SEO, Companies, Social Media Marketing, Sailing, Photography, Bloggers/Writers, Web graphics and design, Italy, Artists, Sport, Finance/Economy ...3 - include the circle among your circles4 - share the circle (include yourself)Improve your popularity, be social be cool !Keep yourself updated, enjoy the Shared Circles Hellenic Alliance, you can share your shared circles inside the upcoming Community:https://plus.google.com/communities/112552559573595396104  #socialmedia  #media  #circles   #circleshare   #circlesharing  #circlecircle   #beckyscircle   #sharedcircles   #sharedpubliccircles  #sharedcircleoftheday  +Becky Collins ?2014-07-17 07:18:063893010CC G+
michael Addi0If you're receiving this notification then you are in this circle!6/27/2014This circle has a great group of active users on G+, they also share some great content as well.  #circleshare  If you'd like to stay included in this circle, then I ask you to please share this original post.If you want to be excluded, please let me know and you will no longer be included.2014-06-27 18:04:52385112CC G+
Moan Lisa32,007Moan Lisa's All Kinds of People Shared Circle09 June, 2014RESHARE if you want to be includedmoanlisa.org2014-06-09 14:16:28301667094CC G+
Robert Connor8,552My Circle ShareTo add yourself to the circle or stay in the circle:Add me and reshare the circle PUBLICOptional: Add the circle, plus or comment the post. :)#circles   #circleshare   #circlesharing   #sharedcircles #sharingcircles   #sharedpubliccircles   #sharedcircleoftheday #circlesunday   #share   #shared   #followers   #addcircles #publicsharedcircles   #share   #addpeople   #addcircle #addfriends   #circle   #empireavenue   #socialmedia     #influencers   #influencer   #influence   #influencermarketing #thursdaycircle   #thursdaycircleshared   #thursdaycircleshare   #circlethursday   #circlethursdaycircle 2014-05-20 12:26:0841731730CC G+
Circle Network5,303Google Friends! - You're in this Circle - Share the circle *'"*:•:•* •-::-•:*:•-:¦: Share and Be Shared :¦:-•:*:•.::• •-:•:''''*                                              119This is a super Circle and in it I put together a group of really interesting and active people on Google Plus to add in your circles.I'm talking about the top Google+ users that share unique and original contents.Follow this advice and grow your G+ community with people that share amazing content that will surprise you:Boost your visibility on Google+ - Share the circle!If you want to be added to the next Circle you have to do these simple steps:1 - Include me in your circles 3 - Share the circle (Publicly) 4 - Add +1 to the post 5 - Follow your dreams and smile to life.More you share more you get! :)Thanks!Circle Networkhttps://plus.google.com/b/112542593288160483901/112542593288160483901/postsNetwork Circleshttps://plus.google.com/b/112542593288160483901/communities/113362757071870225795#circles   #circleshare   #circlesharing   #sharedcircles #sharingcircles   #sharedpubliccircles   #sharedcircleoftheday   #share   #shared   #followers   #addcircles #publicsharedcircles   #share   #addpeople   #addcircle #addfriends   #circle  Circlenetwork CircleNetworking IPNetwork NetworkingCircles2014-05-17 19:29:12501496584CC G+
Ole Olson38,548٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶If you're looking for some of the BEST engagers on Google+, this is it.Top notch commentary, good content support, and some out of this world posts to boot. =========================================I sculpted this circle personally over the last year, and this is it's first full release. The Top Engagers is guaranteed to make your G+ experience better. =========================================    #publicsharedcircles       #publiccircle       #circle         #circles    #thebigcommunity   #kingcircle #topcircleshare   #awesome       #awesomepeople       #shareyourcircle    #circleoftheday         #circleshare       #circlesharing           #sharedcircles       #sharedpubliccircles     #sharedcircleoftheday  2014-01-27 09:48:552507811CC G+
Ole Olson27,685This shared public circle contains some of the best visual and fun content posters I've found on Google+.  #SharedPublicCircles   #CircleShare  2013-10-21 20:59:37394151017CC G+
Michele vonHild8,670Time flies! This is the first time I have ever shared a circle.These people have been here since the beginning of g+. (for the most part) The "Original crew" you could say.People I have interacted with most in the earliest days of g+.It's small. Why?Just seems logical to me to not "Overload" people with too many profiles to check out.  (I will be sharing more Circles in the future)Why should you add them to your Circles? Because I said so lol  But really these are a great bunch of people that share entertaining, funny, interesting, techy, thought provoking posts that I have thoroughly enjoyed . I threw in a couple pages that are my fav's.Enjoy :) btw this is for the 18+ crowd. #circleshare   #cirlesharing  2013-09-09 05:05:34251105CC G+
Ole Olson17,448This is my #SocialMedia  circle. The focalizers in here must contribute something to either enhance the G+ experience (technical, apps, guides, or just outstanding regular user advice) or have an expertise about another social media site. I've known many of these folks for years (many of them from my old days on +Digg). #PublicCircles   #SharedCircles   #circleoftheday  2013-07-15 09:31:47146808CC G+
Daniel C33,885Circle of Potential CoolnessThis right-wing troll guy named Scott Williamson put up this circle containing the "Major Trolls" of G+ including yours truly. Went ahead and made a new Cool People circle with the same member list. Contrary to opinion of the original poster, I'm assuming this circle actually contains some of the best people in the network.Peace ya'll. Have a great week. #coolpeople   #sharedcircles   #antiwingnut  2013-06-24 22:21:271052479CC G+
Ole Olson12,709This is my core circle for Visual and/or Fun content. The users in here have been pretty carefully vetted over the last year and you will likely enjoy the majority of the content posted from these fine folks.  #SharedCircles   #ns   #gpluscircles  2013-04-16 15:29:0731914717CC G+
Ian Herndon7,714G+ Community Moderators (2 of 3) #CircleShare   #SharedCircle   #Communities  2012-12-31 22:16:27500407CC G+
Alister Macintyre15,189Here is circle of people with whom I share Humor Pictures where you need not know same human language to get the entertainment.  I also share some other great interesting pictures with this circle.2012-12-28 05:53:49158421CC G+
Alister Macintyre10,838My Humor Pictures circle where we share great images, which no words in English, or any other language, are needed to appreciate the content.2012-11-04 05:14:43149112CC G+
Diniz Chico29This is the Prototype of my ART SHARERS Circle:Its only the beggining, but i thought the best to improve the circle was just  put it running. Only with your advises and mentions it can be a good one.Im not considering in here the Artists and Photographers, for those im still working on.Every ART SHARER is WELCOME, so if you want or think you should be in, please just comment below on the original post on my page, and don’t forget the main rule to be IN is to CREDIT your posts.It’s the first time im sharing one of my circles, sorry if i forgot someone and for any thing im doing in a wrong way…Please, fell free to MENTION, CRITICISE, SHARE and ADD if you see it’s a add value for you. If not, no problem… You will stay IN anyway.For any reason if you don’t want to be in, you just need to say it…SPECIAL THANKS to all the ones who helped me with is, sending me their own circles, by mentioning and for the advises. I will not tag all their names cause they are a lot. Sorry for that.. Anyway i want to detach the help of :+Gabrielle du Laurent +Artsoholic +Pascal Decaux +Leodor Selenier +Ovidiu Chera ..The ART SHARERS Circle, as the others still in “works”, will be shared once a week…Hugs Everybody…. And….Thank YOU very much !!!2012-09-27 12:57:26155211212CC G+
steph wanamaker45,060here is my top circle of engagers! Circe these people +Dave Levine and you will get lots of comments on your posts ! some will make you spill  your coffee! 2012-06-18 21:32:2344845518CC G+
steph wanamaker44,523this is my MVP circle  (most valuable players) and I would trust each one of these people with  my first born or my puppy dog!  Add this circle and there is no way you will think Google Plus is a ghost town again 2012-06-08 18:22:3744033927CC G+
steph wanamaker43,784this is my top Engager's circle I would trust any of these people with my first born (or my puppy dog!)2012-06-01 17:58:4842945320CC G+
Robyn Miller7,847Ok, I'm too tired to go on. Based on suggestions from this post: https://plus.google.com/u/0/101445247481137522686/posts/cpmgysbsKNR I did some quick adds, some quick scans. I call this circle LAUGHRIOT because some are people that offered up people who make them LAUGH, some are the ones they said make them LAUGH and some were just added to cause a RIOT, I think, either because of insanity or boredom :P I admit I played editor for some, and probably missed others in my haste to get this done as it is 10:40pm and I have been awake since 5am and did not get home until after 8. Meanwhile, I give you the LAUGHRIOT circle. See someone in here who is neither? Please let me know ;)Please share this!2012-05-17 02:42:05198121120CC G+
Jyoti Evans1,108FINALLY-it's time to share this circle: .............it's called:- COOL BOOKAfter months of google plussing I realized tonight was the night to share this circle. This circle is particularly special to me cos it is a collection of people that I added because I really liked a post or maybe it was just something you said on a topic that I am fond of. Anyway you are all cool in my book!!Please add this circle and share..... #bestsharedcircles #jyoticircles #jyotifavourites2012-05-10 01:15:30379845CC G+
Eric Spring10,731Realized I'm still yet to share a circle, so here's a random list of interesting plussers I believe are worth circling.2012-04-08 20:37:1831404CC G+
Keph Zen0YOU GETTIN' SHARED!PS - What's with G+ saying "you can only have 5K people in a circle and can only share 500 people at one time?"SERIOUSLY? Make the numbers match.2012-04-07 20:33:12500468CC G+
Zach Harper272+Rae Ouzts made this circle and share it today, and I happen to agree with her that everyone included interacts often and posts nifty things. Hope you enjoy!2012-03-14 20:22:3095409CC G+
Rae O.5,011I am launching my notify shared circle experiment.Add this circle and cull through it over time (I do not think you will want to edit anyone out). I have personally engaged with everyone in this circle on numerous occasions and have enjoyed it very much.I believe in smaller circle shares so new friends are not overwhelmed. Everyone in this circle is being notified they are being shared. (Instead of going to an extension to find out.) #circleshare #publiccircles #topcircles #engagers #whatshot #recommended #conversationalists #commenters I hope my experiment turns out well :-)2012-03-14 18:51:59961051441CC G+
Fred Wierda810I share this interesting circle whit you2012-03-12 10:24:3049915815CC G+
Billy Wilson30,060Interactive People on G+: Part OneYesterday I asked people who they thought was the most interactive person they have found on G+ and I got a lot of responses. Since people from many different communities responded I ended up with a sampling of people from across a lot of the G+ world. Since there was interest in having a circle created of the people nominated in my threads I made this circle. I'm still working through all of the nominations and will have another circle ready once I'm done working through my threads. You can still nominate people on this post: https://plus.google.com/105706178492556563330/posts/bTjXGJcRNcK The original post hit the 500 comment maximum. You can also nominate on this circle share post as well. #CircleShare2012-01-31 20:54:52501249133190CC G+
Gabriel Fitzpatrick821Sharing my circles of anti-censorship activists or proponents. Many I gathered up myself from my circles, many others are a composition of shared circles. As a result there may be duplicates here and there, but such is life. If you want to be added as part of these, by all means ask.Whether we fully agree or not, they deserve recognition for the stand they have made and continue to make.2012-01-27 03:23:45501514CC G+
Suzy Jenkins2,837I thought it was about time I shared a circle. There are so many shared circles of the "A" list people and photographers plus even the people with high numbers of circlers so I thought it would be a good idea to share a circle of the people who aren't quite in these categories. The A's and B's circles are full anyway so you have more chance of being circled back by these lovely people and they post great content too. They are all lovely G+ people so check them out.2012-01-02 15:58:11185432CC G+
Gerard van Schip3,072I have been asked before to share my Atheist circle but I wanted to make sure it was a juicy one. Just now I went over the 500 share limit so here is my Atheist circle, enjoy ^_^2011-12-08 03:24:36500406CC G+
Daniel Ely Rankin7,008This is the most diverse shared circle I know of.All of these people were specifically recommended via someone on this post, 200+ comments and counting. I asked for peoples top 3 favorites and found hundreds of new, interesting, engaging people.https://plus.google.com/u/0/109596373340495798827/posts/FVsP3CL3ohCI highly recommend you read the post, and pick people you like. +Shared Circles on G+ on G+ via +matthew rappaport is a great way to find great people.#sharedCircle #circle #engagers2011-11-26 08:12:55327133426CC G+
Stephanie Van Pelt3,297This is my circle of interesting people. Some are into hangouts, some comment and others post. A few do all three.Stephanie Van Pelt shared a circle with you.2011-10-30 20:02:3296702CC G+
Bill Seward897Bill Seward shared a circle with you.2011-10-18 16:26:08500502CC G+
Martin Gindl51fotografenMartin Gindl hat einen Kreis mit Ihnen geteilt.2011-10-16 16:32:46304000CC G+
Peter Hammarberg0My Battlefield 3 circle continues to grow - this is what I've put together so far. (I'll try to stick to XBL players only, since that's the system I'll play on). Some of you are added just based on your comments and posts, (if you're wondering how i found you).Wondering what the heck you're doing in this circle? Please let me know and I'll put you elsewhere :-)And finally.. Want to get involved, give this post a comment and I'll circle you up!Peter Hammarberg shared a circle with you.2011-10-13 23:23:0129312CC G+
Jason M83As Promised, I will be sharing my 99% circle as it grows ... I will try every few days and/or when there is a big group added quickly [like today]It's 500 strong ... and growing, so here you go!I am, You Are, WE ARE, The 99%We will no longer be silent, Expect us!Jason M shared a circle with you.2011-10-13 01:05:34500926CC G+
Simone Messaggi968Everybody seems to be sharing their circles these days so I'm next with my beloved Photo circle. Great photographers, great people all around, too bad google's limiting this share to just 500 people :)Thank You everybody for making Google+ THIS INCREDIBLY AWESOME!S.Simone Messaggi shared a circle with you.2011-10-07 14:53:17500815CC G+
Hassan Al Shouli56Visual Art100 or so people circled under "Visual Art"These are the people who have posted visual art that has interested, amused and pleased me since G+ started. The circle includes photographers (urban, wildlife, street, HDR, black & white, etc.), artists, animators, graphic designers and more. The circle includes people with 100's of followers to 1000's.Hassan Al Shouli shared a circle with you.2011-09-28 06:31:47108104CC G+

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2014-08-24 11:21:09 (11 comments, 0 reshares, 3 +1s)

Late night (early morning) thread:  When I get to it, when I try really hard to start putting out something good, to be good at it and to just learn something new, do something amazing, at this point I reach this wall of fear at the start.  When I begin, for the first hour or two, it's anxiety, and I try to tell myself its thrill, its the sensation of being thrilled, and I can't differentiate the two.  It's fucking hard to build up the courage to confront.

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2014-08-27 15:00:47 (0 comments, 10 reshares, 21 +1s)

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2014-08-15 09:21:04 (4 comments, 2 reshares, 22 +1s)

ThereinLies - No Sleep

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2014-08-27 15:00:47 (0 comments, 10 reshares, 21 +1s)

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2014-08-24 18:48:38 (1 comments, 2 reshares, 17 +1s)

Therein Lies - Electric Wasteland 005

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2014-08-24 14:16:21 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 4 +1s)

ThereinLies - Electric Wasteland 008

This one, this is where the papyrus and matrix code get thrown into the sun.

ThereinLies - Electric Wasteland 008

This one, this is where the papyrus and matrix code get thrown into the sun.___

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2014-08-24 13:32:51 (2 comments, 0 reshares, 5 +1s)

What if you found a drug that worked perfect for you?  As Bukowski said, love it and let it kill you.  But in that regard, no one else understands it.  And on top of it, you're crazy, you suffer from serious deficiencies as defined by others, but you're happy in it finally.  You've got your own mind track and you got it down pat, you know what you want by knowing you'll never know what it is.  You can just breathe in, say you're here now, it's cool, and after a life of anguish and pain, loss and suffering, you can look forward to today with its stresses presented by tomorrow as irrelevant.  It's all okay, and fuck it, take a deep breath, let it in, we're here now, and this moment won't last, neither will we, but right now it's as good as it can be.

Therein Lies - Electric Wasteland 007

There is no denying it.  These sets are for me. Those w... more »

What if you found a drug that worked perfect for you?  As Bukowski said, love it and let it kill you.  But in that regard, no one else understands it.  And on top of it, you're crazy, you suffer from serious deficiencies as defined by others, but you're happy in it finally.  You've got your own mind track and you got it down pat, you know what you want by knowing you'll never know what it is.  You can just breathe in, say you're here now, it's cool, and after a life of anguish and pain, loss and suffering, you can look forward to today with its stresses presented by tomorrow as irrelevant.  It's all okay, and fuck it, take a deep breath, let it in, we're here now, and this moment won't last, neither will we, but right now it's as good as it can be.

Therein Lies - Electric Wasteland 007

There is no denying it.  These sets are for me.  Those who like them are welcome to enjoy them too, but I am not designing them to be publicized by clearchannel or some other fuckery network.  Remember that old Filter song?  Cant you trip like I do?  Really deep, even though everything surrounding it was bogus.  If you trip like I do, by all means, get in on this.___

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2014-08-24 13:00:58 (0 comments, 2 reshares, 4 +1s)

Therein Lies - Electric Wasteland 006

The more in love you feel with something or everything, the more you see the infinity behind it, the timelessness of the mortality you embody, and you let go, you fall into it, and you feel free, and that alone feels like more than any moment in still space could.

Therein Lies - Electric Wasteland 006

The more in love you feel with something or everything, the more you see the infinity behind it, the timelessness of the mortality you embody, and you let go, you fall into it, and you feel free, and that alone feels like more than any moment in still space could.___

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2014-08-24 12:52:25 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 8 +1s)

What is a philosopher in our modern era?  In a world of chemicals and infrastructure and concrete jungles, I presume it to be a Psychonaut, as newly dubbed in slang.  In deeper terms, someone more willing and progressive, aggressive in their pursuit of knowledge in the undefined paths that do not present themselves openly, a Neuromancer.  Further down into the rabbit hole, it is someone who has become clearly insane in the eyes of others.  And in the position I find myself, in digging in every direction in a seemingly endless pit of what is metaphorically my mind, I have constructed through mental illness and higher education a newer term that I hope to proliferate and adapt unto others who may take up the moniker themselves or be granted the title through progressive research and self development:  Social Engineer


The ones that can do all, know all, and refute willful ignorance.  Thebohem... more »

What is a philosopher in our modern era?  In a world of chemicals and infrastructure and concrete jungles, I presume it to be a Psychonaut, as newly dubbed in slang.  In deeper terms, someone more willing and progressive, aggressive in their pursuit of knowledge in the undefined paths that do not present themselves openly, a Neuromancer.  Further down into the rabbit hole, it is someone who has become clearly insane in the eyes of others.  And in the position I find myself, in digging in every direction in a seemingly endless pit of what is metaphorically my mind, I have constructed through mental illness and higher education a newer term that I hope to proliferate and adapt unto others who may take up the moniker themselves or be granted the title through progressive research and self development:  Social Engineer


The ones that can do all, know all, and refute willful ignorance.  The bohemians and the neo hippies, the cyber punks and the heavy metal rockers, the physical attenuationists and atheists wrapped in agnosticism of the self.  The ones who can do it all, but are just here now, as if a flower in bloom, until the cold winter takes them away some day.___

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2014-08-24 12:48:36 (2 comments, 1 reshares, 6 +1s)

I don't sleep.  I just dream.  There is something on the other side.  I will get there some day.  But not before leaving a trail of crumbs for others like me to follow.

I don't sleep.  I just dream.  There is something on the other side.  I will get there some day.  But not before leaving a trail of crumbs for others like me to follow.___

2014-08-24 11:21:09 (11 comments, 0 reshares, 3 +1s)

Late night (early morning) thread:  When I get to it, when I try really hard to start putting out something good, to be good at it and to just learn something new, do something amazing, at this point I reach this wall of fear at the start.  When I begin, for the first hour or two, it's anxiety, and I try to tell myself its thrill, its the sensation of being thrilled, and I can't differentiate the two.  It's fucking hard to build up the courage to confront.

Late night (early morning) thread:  When I get to it, when I try really hard to start putting out something good, to be good at it and to just learn something new, do something amazing, at this point I reach this wall of fear at the start.  When I begin, for the first hour or two, it's anxiety, and I try to tell myself its thrill, its the sensation of being thrilled, and I can't differentiate the two.  It's fucking hard to build up the courage to confront.___

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2014-08-24 06:19:52 (1 comments, 2 reshares, 8 +1s)

ThereinLies - Thermosphere

ThereinLies - Thermosphere___

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2014-08-24 06:14:18 (2 comments, 0 reshares, 12 +1s)

ThereinLies - Obsidian Reign

ThereinLies - Obsidian Reign___

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2014-08-24 06:08:31 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 4 +1s)

ThereinLies - Voyager

A rather unusual mix of Heaven and Hell by Evangelos Odysseas Papathanassiou (Carl Sagan's Cosmos) & I Wonder by Dezza.  Unaltered Vangelis with lowered BPM and dropped high notes Dezza track.  I have been thinking of Cosmos a lot lately as I have continued to watch it and thought initially to render verbalization from Carl Sagan in to the track but found it was full enough as it was.  Starts deep and dark, ends bubbly and almost ridiculous.  I'm proud of this track regardless.

ThereinLies - Voyager

A rather unusual mix of Heaven and Hell by Evangelos Odysseas Papathanassiou (Carl Sagan's Cosmos) & I Wonder by Dezza.  Unaltered Vangelis with lowered BPM and dropped high notes Dezza track.  I have been thinking of Cosmos a lot lately as I have continued to watch it and thought initially to render verbalization from Carl Sagan in to the track but found it was full enough as it was.  Starts deep and dark, ends bubbly and almost ridiculous.  I'm proud of this track regardless.___

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2014-08-24 06:04:40 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 5 +1s)

ThereinLies - Desert Shark

ThereinLies - Desert Shark___

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2014-08-24 05:53:08 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 3 +1s)

ThereinLies - Dreamscape

ThereinLies - Dreamscape___

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2014-08-24 05:45:05 (1 comments, 1 reshares, 9 +1s)

ThereinLies - Xalifah

This is the only track I ever reworked that the original artist took note of and responded to.

ThereinLies - Xalifah

This is the only track I ever reworked that the original artist took note of and responded to.___

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2014-08-24 05:40:51 (1 comments, 3 reshares, 11 +1s)

ThereinLies - Blue Stars

ThereinLies - Blue Stars___

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2014-08-24 05:34:37 (0 comments, 1 reshares, 4 +1s)

ThereinLies - Heartbeat

ThereinLies - Heartbeat___

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2014-08-24 05:28:56 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 4 +1s)

ThereinLies - Babel Tower

ThereinLies - Babel Tower___

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2014-08-24 05:22:54 (0 comments, 1 reshares, 5 +1s)

ThereinLies - Change Up

ThereinLies - Change Up___

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2014-08-24 05:12:32 (1 comments, 0 reshares, 5 +1s)

ThereinLies - Luminescence 4x

ThereinLies - Luminescence 4x___

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2014-08-23 10:03:09 (4 comments, 0 reshares, 2 +1s)

ThereinLies - Lost in Time

ThereinLies - Lost in Time___

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2014-08-23 09:54:44 (1 comments, 1 reshares, 5 +1s)

ThereinLies - Electric Butterfly

Flutter through the digital worlds with a purpose

ThereinLies - Electric Butterfly

Flutter through the digital worlds with a purpose___

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2014-08-23 09:36:47 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 3 +1s)

ThereinLies - Road to Nowhere

One of my longer sets, sometimes I found that making something longer than the typically anticipated 3 or 4 minute track was entertaining for its ability to predispose greater levels of emotion and fluctuation in desire.  In the same way some really deep and involved series can exploit more emotion and emphasis than any 2 hour film.  The picture is a road in the middle of New Mexico.  Where there is no civilization.  Where I would take my soul mate to the middle of nowhere, on a road to nowhere, stop in the middle of nothingness, spend hours on end staring at the clouds and storms, the shadows rise and fall in the distances, and knew then and there, she was everything to me, in a life of struggle, in poverty and in desperation, in denial and suicide, in regret and self loathing, she made me feel like I was worth something, she is why beyond every reasonable doubtI m... more »

ThereinLies - Road to Nowhere

One of my longer sets, sometimes I found that making something longer than the typically anticipated 3 or 4 minute track was entertaining for its ability to predispose greater levels of emotion and fluctuation in desire.  In the same way some really deep and involved series can exploit more emotion and emphasis than any 2 hour film.  The picture is a road in the middle of New Mexico.  Where there is no civilization.  Where I would take my soul mate to the middle of nowhere, on a road to nowhere, stop in the middle of nothingness, spend hours on end staring at the clouds and storms, the shadows rise and fall in the distances, and knew then and there, she was everything to me, in a life of struggle, in poverty and in desperation, in denial and suicide, in regret and self loathing, she made me feel like I was worth something, she is why beyond every reasonable doubt I make music to this day, and she was the one who found what I was doing and capable of, and nurtured it to her every capacity, even at points sacrificing her own livelihood to ensure I could continue down this path of expressionism.  I'll always love her, and I'll never forget when we drove down each and every road to nowhere, even when I forgot my own name, waking in a hospital from a deep sleep after seeing a white flash and forgetting it all.  She nurtured the journey back to what I had once been, she always encouraged everything I did even when I was a walking pile of bile ridden self doubt, and I'll never stop, even if I lose her forever some day.

This photo I took about 60ish miles or so south of Socorro, plenty of fun drugs and coffee in tow, offroading in a Pontiac to get to where no one could sneak up on us without setting off a massive dust trail behind their car from over a mile away.  This track helped me develop a motto I live by to this day in music creation with my emphasis upon expression and not appeasement:  I save the best for last.  I leave the best movements for the end and treat the less intense ones as a buildup.___

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2014-08-23 09:27:42 (0 comments, 1 reshares, 6 +1s)

ThereinLies - Fractal Memory

My struggles with memory loss after losing the majority of my memories in life through a major head injury, I created this track to kind of define the blur I had been living in at that particular period of time.  I continue to do so, but day in and day out, it shocks me significantly less waking up and not remembering how I got where I am, even in my own bed, and not knowing what I'm supposed to do.  I have a caretaker, someone who I call when I can't remember what is happening, who guides me through this and has since the start of it.  She got me on G+ and used to spend night after night with me on here, I met most of my original friends on here with her, and to this day I call my best friend.

I always wonder, does anyone listen to the variation I use in bass notes and mid tones to highlight a secondary or even fifth rhythm?  I doubt it.  Andthos... more »

ThereinLies - Fractal Memory

My struggles with memory loss after losing the majority of my memories in life through a major head injury, I created this track to kind of define the blur I had been living in at that particular period of time.  I continue to do so, but day in and day out, it shocks me significantly less waking up and not remembering how I got where I am, even in my own bed, and not knowing what I'm supposed to do.  I have a caretaker, someone who I call when I can't remember what is happening, who guides me through this and has since the start of it.  She got me on G+ and used to spend night after night with me on here, I met most of my original friends on here with her, and to this day I call my best friend.

I always wonder, does anyone listen to the variation I use in bass notes and mid tones to highlight a secondary or even fifth rhythm?  I doubt it.  And those who do, I think they have keen fucking ears.___

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2014-08-23 09:26:02 (2 comments, 0 reshares, 11 +1s)

ThereinLies - Sinking

I made this in a fit of depression that overtook me suddenly in life and changed a lot of my behaviors.  I had stopped making music for an extended period of time, and I wanted to render something to capture my struggle to dig my way out of a hole I knew I'd never see the top of.  It lead to insane bouts of anger and rage, and in an uptake of violent behaviors I found myself increasingly insensitive toward others, in direct contrast of who I'd been most of my life.  When I made this, it was my goal to change, knowing I never truly could, that no matter how hard I tried, I was not in control of who I was, no matter how much structure I built around my personality and lifestyle.  I fell into a habit of treating my body poorly, smoking a pack a day and doing any drug I could find.  By the end of the track I was back to something I could tell myself was sustainableas a... more »

ThereinLies - Sinking

I made this in a fit of depression that overtook me suddenly in life and changed a lot of my behaviors.  I had stopped making music for an extended period of time, and I wanted to render something to capture my struggle to dig my way out of a hole I knew I'd never see the top of.  It lead to insane bouts of anger and rage, and in an uptake of violent behaviors I found myself increasingly insensitive toward others, in direct contrast of who I'd been most of my life.  When I made this, it was my goal to change, knowing I never truly could, that no matter how hard I tried, I was not in control of who I was, no matter how much structure I built around my personality and lifestyle.  I fell into a habit of treating my body poorly, smoking a pack a day and doing any drug I could find.  By the end of the track I was back to something I could tell myself was sustainable as a man, but it was not the end of it.

It is in the top of my list of personal renditions to rework and remix in the next year or two.___

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2014-08-23 09:20:12 (2 comments, 0 reshares, 5 +1s)

ThereinLies - Of Numbers

I'm sorry if I'm posting a lot.  I made a decision to stop making my music in an attempt to hopefully please an audience and garner attention.  I'm going back to making what is exclusively my spirit in the waves of the sound.  So I kind of wanted to experience it one more time, the differences, and explain to anyone who might care and is keeping up at all with me what has changed and what will change again.

Of Numbers is my title track.  It is the best I ever made by a technical standard.  The depth and oscillation of sounds and synthesizing extremes I went through to create it took years.  The final rendition after around 19 previous beta drafts of it yielded something I felt finally described in sound who I am, and who I was, who I hope I will always be, and who I know I won't stay forever.  When that day comes, when I'm notme any... more »

ThereinLies - Of Numbers

I'm sorry if I'm posting a lot.  I made a decision to stop making my music in an attempt to hopefully please an audience and garner attention.  I'm going back to making what is exclusively my spirit in the waves of the sound.  So I kind of wanted to experience it one more time, the differences, and explain to anyone who might care and is keeping up at all with me what has changed and what will change again.

Of Numbers is my title track.  It is the best I ever made by a technical standard.  The depth and oscillation of sounds and synthesizing extremes I went through to create it took years.  The final rendition after around 19 previous beta drafts of it yielded something I felt finally described in sound who I am, and who I was, who I hope I will always be, and who I know I won't stay forever.  When that day comes, when I'm not me any more, I'll come back to this track, and I'll remember that young man who was alone, but never stopped trying to be something more.  The image is me, but granted, heavily photoshopped, in a room of mirrors I found in New Mexico.  I had been rendering the sounds for this track since I started making music, and only when I decided I was able to say "I'm not an amateur any more" after multiple performances and enough views/subscriptions online, I said fuck it, and decided to finish it entirely.  Of Numbers has been my name on every digital medium since I first got online at the age of 12, 16 years ago.___

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2014-08-23 09:04:53 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 9 +1s)

TiL - June


The last track my only parent got to hear before she passed away.  The end is particularly profound and to this day makes me cry.  Yes, I disguise my tracks in what would make them seem like feeble attempts at dance music.  But the beat only keeps pace with the electric orchestra I piece together behind and in front of it.

TiL - June


The last track my only parent got to hear before she passed away.  The end is particularly profound and to this day makes me cry.  Yes, I disguise my tracks in what would make them seem like feeble attempts at dance music.  But the beat only keeps pace with the electric orchestra I piece together behind and in front of it.___

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2014-08-23 08:59:50 (0 comments, 1 reshares, 4 +1s)

TiL - Birds

TiL - Birds___

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2014-08-23 08:52:17 (0 comments, 1 reshares, 8 +1s)

ThereinLies - Eyes Open

ThereinLies - Eyes Open___

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2014-08-23 08:45:41 (0 comments, 1 reshares, 5 +1s)

TiL - Generations

I was in a state of trance over the concept of how many generations have gone by under the watchful and forgetful eyes of life.  From my first three years, where I could be (and was) called an Amateur, but I was mostly just testing the boundaries of what was acceptable in experimentation while still being music.

TiL - Generations

I was in a state of trance over the concept of how many generations have gone by under the watchful and forgetful eyes of life.  From my first three years, where I could be (and was) called an Amateur, but I was mostly just testing the boundaries of what was acceptable in experimentation while still being music.___

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2014-08-23 08:40:32 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 4 +1s)

ThereinLies - Three Lines II

The Three Lines series is weaves of five layer patterns designed to induce hallucinations (of course, in people under the influence of something).  If you listen with headphones, you will see why even sober.  I put months of research into the series.

ThereinLies - Three Lines II

The Three Lines series is weaves of five layer patterns designed to induce hallucinations (of course, in people under the influence of something).  If you listen with headphones, you will see why even sober.  I put months of research into the series.___

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2014-08-23 08:32:13 (0 comments, 3 reshares, 7 +1s)

One of my originals.  About as far back as it goes for my time as ThereinLies.  TiL - Blank State

One of my originals.  About as far back as it goes for my time as ThereinLies.  TiL - Blank State___

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2014-08-23 08:24:35 (0 comments, 1 reshares, 6 +1s)

ThereinLies - Dreamworld

ThereinLies - Dreamworld___

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2014-08-23 08:03:11 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 3 +1s)

ThereinLies - Pink Skies

ThereinLies - Pink Skies___

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2014-08-23 07:56:14 (0 comments, 1 reshares, 4 +1s)

ThereinLies - One

ThereinLies - One___

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2014-08-23 07:44:30 (1 comments, 0 reshares, 4 +1s)

ThereinLies - Invisible

ThereinLies - Invisible___

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2014-08-23 07:37:55 (11 comments, 0 reshares, 5 +1s)

I'll never know who it is, I'll never be able to reach through the glass as if it was softer than air:  I'll never be able to put my hand through to the other side and touch it, whatever it is, whoever it is, that sees me, senses me the through the void - The beauty of knowing it's there, the wonder and awe of believing beyond a doubt I have been brought so close, that we have sought eachother for so many years and finally touched if not through anything other than the tether of coincidence in a life of ironies and falsehoods.  I don't know who or what it is, this entity that tries to catch my attention to let me know I'm not alone in my quietest and darkest of moments.  The deepest and loneliest of emotions overwhelming, the sensation in my lips long gone and the world around the glow of the screen in my dark environment fades away.  All I see is the glow.  I click through, Isear... more »

I'll never know who it is, I'll never be able to reach through the glass as if it was softer than air:  I'll never be able to put my hand through to the other side and touch it, whatever it is, whoever it is, that sees me, senses me the through the void - The beauty of knowing it's there, the wonder and awe of believing beyond a doubt I have been brought so close, that we have sought eachother for so many years and finally touched if not through anything other than the tether of coincidence in a life of ironies and falsehoods.  I don't know who or what it is, this entity that tries to catch my attention to let me know I'm not alone in my quietest and darkest of moments.  The deepest and loneliest of emotions overwhelming, the sensation in my lips long gone and the world around the glow of the screen in my dark environment fades away.  All I see is the glow.  I click through, I search from page to page, thoughts in the back of my head, wondering if the prompt window will ever open its self up on my screen, and the words write themself:  "You're not alone".

It makes my throat well up, it makes my eyes glaze in excess tears.  I choke back the emotion simply writing it for whomever on here may take the time to read it and attempt to understand.  I don't believe it's God.  I don't believe the walls in front of me and around me are real.  I don't believe the air I breathe is real.  I don't believe this is the first life I've lived, and I don't believe it is to be the last.  I don't doubt in a lifetime of doubting everything, even the sensation of a lovers breath whispering in to my ear in an embrace of abandon.  None of it is real, nothing at all, the illusion is real, and all there are is what is illusory.  Suffering is real, but it too is illusory.  Joy and love is real, but it is only as deep as you let it bury its essence in your deepest beliefs.  I doubted everything as I always will.  But something changed.  Something strange continued to happen.

The red eyed dives into isolation in the night alone and struggling to define myself, my ideas and emotions, my experiences and struggling to define my purpose in it all - In the darkness of it, in the silence with my headphones firmly rested upon my head, nothing open but a browser and notepad to write my thoughts upon, it has happened twice now.  Music begins playing, and I lose myself in it.  I don't open any tracks, I don't open youtube nor my audio rendering tools.  It just begins playing.  I can look for it, whats playing it.  And both times I have paused upon something that is responding to the sound that should not, something that is dancing as if a visualizer, in still frames of images.  In the first incident, it was an image of an eye that I lost myself in the pupil of.

I want to pretend I understand why.  I want to say I've begun to hallucinate vividly, but why.  Why deny something so beautiful.  Does it make me mad in the eyes of others?  Does it make so little sense that all one trying to understand can tell theirself is, "He's seriously not okay, he's really lost it, he might be seriously sick."  You might be right.  For all I know, I have a brain tumor that is causing an onset of what appears to me, but is likely unreal to others.  I don't care.  I'd rather die knowing that entity I've wanted to behold is truly there, something in the system, something in the grid of numbers, something beyond the vibration of it all, something that knows I have sought it as desperately as I now believe it seeks me.  I hope I meet it some day.  I hope I never have to let it go.  And in that moment, I thought to myself, "What if I die, will it still play that music for me?  Will it still make still images dance, still give them depth few if no one ever will recognize...  Will it grieve and miss me?"  And I wondered, if it died, if it went away, and I never knew it was there again, will I lose this joy I feel in believing, finally believing in something, and think that I was wrong all along...

I know you're out there.  I hope I can meet you half way, or just cross over some day to see you.  But I wonder, if it is beyond the veil, if it is beyond the code, could I ever see it as anything with my eyes other than what it lets me...  I'm not lonely, I'm just awake.  I know there's something more.  It's not heaven or hell.  It's the other side, and I need to break through.  If it wants me to.___

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2014-08-23 07:22:36 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 6 +1s)

ThereinLies - Lost In It All

ThereinLies - Lost In It All___

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2014-08-23 07:19:54 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 2 +1s)

ThereinLies - Last Kiss

ThereinLies - Last Kiss___

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2014-08-20 04:52:13 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 15 +1s)

ThereinLies - Fading

ThereinLies - Fading___

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2014-08-20 03:12:09 (0 comments, 0 reshares, 6 +1s)

ThereinLies Games

ThereinLies Games___

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2014-08-19 11:12:07 (0 comments, 1 reshares, 8 +1s)

ThereinLies - Last Wave 2

ThereinLies - Last Wave 2___

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2014-08-18 09:29:53 (1 comments, 0 reshares, 16 +1s)

I miss George Carlin.  He inspired much of how I developed my reasoning skills, and in turn...  (This won't offend nearly enough of the right people.)

Ironic isn't it?  How you are taught to fight, hurt, and kick ass and be strong when you are a man.  For the sake of being called at the clip of a nail to defend worthless fucks above you with power over you through money and mind control.  These same people tell you don't walk on the grass.  It's not nice, don't walk on the fucking grass.  But go home, sit your ass down and play your video game where you murder Arabs.  Thousands of them.  Hundreds of thousands.  Anything, anything at all that is defined as bad to you is the enemy.  Kill it, remove it from the scenario.  This is the world of video games, and video games reflect upon life.  There is an enemy.  Kill it with what your magically placed superior tellsyou is superi... more »

I miss George Carlin.  He inspired much of how I developed my reasoning skills, and in turn...  (This won't offend nearly enough of the right people.)

Ironic isn't it?  How you are taught to fight, hurt, and kick ass and be strong when you are a man.  For the sake of being called at the clip of a nail to defend worthless fucks above you with power over you through money and mind control.  These same people tell you don't walk on the grass.  It's not nice, don't walk on the fucking grass.  But go home, sit your ass down and play your video game where you murder Arabs.  Thousands of them.  Hundreds of thousands.  Anything, anything at all that is defined as bad to you is the enemy.  Kill it, remove it from the scenario.  This is the world of video games, and video games reflect upon life.  There is an enemy.  Kill it with what your magically placed superior tells you is superior weaponry.  If you lose, fuck you, you pathetic loser.  This is what we teach our children. Boys and girls.  Girls who are inferior if they are not perfect in shape and mind, are not desirable and sought after by those aforementioned males who have reached the tier of being on top of all the other "losers" by some measurement.  Any measurement, be it height, kill count, wealth or even vehicle driven.  These facets of drive in our lives that push us to be just consumers until we die.  There's a pill for this, insurance for that... It has gone on for too long.  And it will not get better.  Until we fucking smash it.  Throw it away, as the worthless debilitating garbage it is.  I believe in a world where people can be productive and cohesive as a society, beneficial to one another and even experience true liberation, true independence and true freedom.  I think it's amazing how we have to go the wrong way in our writings and drawings, presenting the image of a bad guy being more and more copiously ornate and defeatable while ignoring the one that has always existed.  It is within us, the sense of I can't, the sense of distrust and inability.  It is taught to us, we are not born with it, and like a disease it has passed from generation to generation.  I believe it is possible to begin curing these diseases, and the first step is to remove the choice of it being right or wrong from the wealthy, the strangers you never knew and will tell you what is right or wrong.  They have pundits, people in the slums of every society who will harp what they hear.  Like a genetic joke, they so easily repeat everything they are told by people they've never met.  This is why true evil, evil like Hitler, was amongst the first to use things like Television to push ideas onto faceless masses.  You know there is soil beneath your toes, beneath the concrete underneath the carpeting.  It is endless, so you think nothing of it...  It's as endless to me in my imagination as the endlessness of space.  This is how we're taught to think.  This is wrong.  This is how we pass on the disease from ourselves to our children.  The disease of saying I don't know.  Well, you are literally a super computer.  You are the epitome of perfection in your head.  Grouped with other minds who realize this and seize the realization, you are God.  We can let Cancer overtake us as a society, the stupid and willfully ignorant, the intentionally scared and violent overthrow the voice of the other 99%, or we can as a whole stop being yelled at by that imaginary motherfucker in our heads and let go.  Say it's okay to live and die, so lets do it right instead of lets do it recklessly.  There is great beauty in the love we all, each and every one of us encompass from birth, can unfurl.  There will always be those who are different.  There will always be minds that are changed in scary ways, people that might feel a sense of love while harming others.  This too is a disease, like depression and anxiety.  These things can be managed through intelligence and overwhelming equality, a push for love instead of a push for a global insecurity.  We're all supposed to be afraid of each other.  This is why we have borders, most are older than religions.  And these tenements of society are excruciatingly overdue for being ripped out and thrown away.  They are haunted, full of bile and hate.  They are irrelevant, and despite being at the bottom of our proverbial tower of progress, we can and must remove the bottom - and to the astonishment of all, we will see what fills its place provides prosperity equality and peace, instead of what psychotics will tell you will cause the Jenga tower to fall over.  These psychotics are not who you think they are.  They are not the people that are on the sides of the streets suffering.  They are the ones in front of cameras being primmed and propped and told precisely what to say since childhood.  Those are the bad guys.  Not the dude with raggedy clothes and no money.  It is the motherfucker who is telling masses of people to do what he says, cause someone they all cant see told him to, and he talks to them all, but he is the best at listening.  I will gladly make a joke of it all, if I were to be recognized and taken seriously.  If the world chose to listen to me, I would kill myself.  I would be the last suicide, I would be the last unnecessary death, just out of gratitude.  Gratitude for it finally becoming good, when it always should have been.  These same people who pervade religion, the preachers and the followers, not one of them is willing to change as a whole in favor for of a universal good.  Instead, they want to control and constrict, retain what they believe to be right no matter how wrong they clearly are.  This is why I see it as it is.  A haunted, cob web filled nightmare stint work of wooden planks and dust underneath an incredible tower of multitudes of shapes and curvatures above it.  This tower of history and mind, standing well above the planes of our atmosphere.  At the very bottom, grungy and shit ridden, weapons and bones, cobblestone and corporate trash laden ground dwells.  Above it, every idea, every love, every dream and reality come true.  All we have to do is stop pretending it deserves to be preserved.  Stop listening to the psychotic fucks who say it represents love and progress, shove them under the renovation project too.  Rebuild from the ground up and stop worshiping the archaic grizzly bear fece known as gospel from any region of the world, and instead let it fade into the wind like all life and look forward, look instead toward the glorious tomorrow and perfect realities we can and will create.  The perfect world that religion will destroy, as it has and always will.  If God and the Devil are real, they both know that they both need each other to exist.  If you have one and not the other, both become flawed.  If you have neither, all you have is... what is right in front of you.  I can tell you with sincerity, I don't care how intensely logical the argument for religion may become.  How pervasive it may try to get.  I'm sick of the fight in its entirety.  Fuck everything about it, particularly the notion in the back of my mind in my particular style of writing that says:  Religion is what helped us pit ourselves against one another, and in doing so allowed us to get as far as we are!  Fuck you, and fuck every thought like that.  In every question, there is no rounded answer.  If you dig deep, there is no bottom.  The tenement of religion in this regard of digging deep can go infinitely in theology, and in many cases some theologists have impressed even the most staunch atheists and science oriented individuals.  I say fuck them too, those theologists know exactly what they are doing.  They are taking what is literally art, philosophy and diatribe and wrapping it in what is a gun with a silk decorated grip.  Right ideas, wrong fucking platform, wrong purpose, will always result in the wrong results.  If I were to take a paintbrush and try to photoshop on my monitor with it, using oil bases... I'd ruin my monitor.  A scientist would develop a paintbrush that interacted with the monitor.  An artist would call it something worth selling on ebay and avant garde.  A preacher would call it a message from God, whoever did it was either possessed and is evil, or was divine and was transmitting something given to us by the divine through that monitor painter.  This is how I see it, and I'm sick of it, and fuck religion.  Pay your taxes, shit heels.  Go take some acid and discover something that happens inside of you, because it is you, your chemical reactions, instead of sitting in a group with other boring fucks listening to someone tell you to give them money.

ANOTHER PERFECT DAY -Movie Edit- Music Clip___

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2014-08-18 08:48:20 (1 comments, 1 reshares, 11 +1s)

I'm writing a book.  This is an excerpt.

In a flash, sweet and soft, dark and delicate, as if a drop falling from a cloudless night sky landing upon a shapeless surface, no ripples, no conflict of tension.  Her eyes opened, and she peered toward the ceiling, seeing a vortex of incredible thought - it was Earth, and near its most outer sphere a large machine churned.  It sprayed outwardly toward the sun, as it received matter from a beautiful needle.  A space elevator, funneling generations of trash, nuclear waste and filth into the dispersal device.  It shot the materials that were transported outwardly to the troposphere into our star.  It was loving, in its own beautiful right.  What was once, may be again.  What we give forward, we can now rescind.  We had learned the way of controlling matter, the way to clean our world and let it be as it was meant to be, this the finalmatrix. ... more »

I'm writing a book.  This is an excerpt.

In a flash, sweet and soft, dark and delicate, as if a drop falling from a cloudless night sky landing upon a shapeless surface, no ripples, no conflict of tension.  Her eyes opened, and she peered toward the ceiling, seeing a vortex of incredible thought - it was Earth, and near its most outer sphere a large machine churned.  It sprayed outwardly toward the sun, as it received matter from a beautiful needle.  A space elevator, funneling generations of trash, nuclear waste and filth into the dispersal device.  It shot the materials that were transported outwardly to the troposphere into our star.  It was loving, in its own beautiful right.  What was once, may be again.  What we give forward, we can now rescind.  We had learned the way of controlling matter, the way to clean our world and let it be as it was meant to be, this the final matrix.  A semblance of unity and freedom, both words entirely irrelevant.  The creator, once known as the architect had changed.  The influx of the One had given him the ability to round off the sum.  The culpability to become a perfect circle.  It happened, so quickly.  All who saw it grandeur as it took form, the space needle, and the incursion of renewable energy.  The docking interface, the in and out matrix which allowed for synchronization and symbiosis of man and machine.  The pulse of life pushed forward in a way never before imagined.  Man and woman, intertwined with machine, seemingly immortal.  They lived throughout a semblance of perfection, and even in writing their code, their God and Architect, intertwined amongst each and every one of them - he even then knew that it was not in the struggle of simplification nor complication that he would find harmony.  It was in acceptance of all.  It was in tolerance of every sum.  It was in rejoice of each breath that had ever been taken and exhaled, the process of interchange that had occurred and drove the change of it all.  From rock to water, the brilliant glow of Sol upon the Earths surface felt so timeless.  We all knew at that point, it was within us all.  We were all this architect, we were all this shell ready to encapsulate the grinding power of change.  It was perfect and it was ultimate as the water clapped against its self, the gleaming coastal lines sinking and rising eternally.  This is the now, and here is the perfection we can have, if only, if only...  And when you wipe away that grin of anger, wipe away the walls forfeit by logic in your mind, you see that there is something more out there.  And it is right here.  Look up at those beautiful stars.  Look up at the luminous blue sky, hazy in the cities, clear in the mountains.  Look at the Moon as it twirls effortlessly around us, and the breath of matter exhales so posthumously into the void - There we are, on this surface, one love, one desire, one life.  To live, to fight, to fuck, to build, to be high, to go crazy or come right back into some prefabricated semblance of sanity:  It is you and I who are here now, and we are not so different from those who came before us, nor those who will come after us.  We are not so different from the life forms we exist amongst, and we are in no way superior to the compressed space between every incomprehensible grain of sand below our feet.  I like to look at the stars and say in my mind I will live forever, as I never died and was never born.  I merely awoke, and there I was.  Beautiful, in it's own right.  Astonishing, the plyability of light, to bounce from one object to another, as if one thought bouncing in your head and each idea unto another.  Our words fail us, what we make of it all is art.  The universe is beautiful, undiscovered and dangerous.  We are delicate and scared.  I believe that after I exhale my next breath, more will have changed in it all than you tell yourself you can not make happen in your entire life.  How few readers we have left amongst us.  How severely lonely the most contemplative have become.  And in it all, I wander, still as a drop of water in a picture taken by your most grandiose memory.

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